SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

[ beloved cuzzy,carrie girl & me.. :) ]

selamat hari raya evryone!!!
i hope its not too late to wish since its the 2nd day of raya..heee

i dont hv pics at the moment,most of it is wit my abg boboy.. :)

so i only hv dis pic above ^^^^^ taken with my lame phone which i love so muchh.. :)

my theme for this year is purple..heee..bought that baju kurung in kl..

i hv partner actually,its my cuzzy abg adek..will upload the pic later when i gt it frm abg boy.. :)

the day before raya went to luyang to help aunty with the cookings..

cz we're not planning to cook d kampung since its gonna be alot of things to be done..

cooking done,by night went back to beloved kmpung pangasaan tamparuli.. :)

met cuzzies!!!lots of them..weeeeee... :)

1st day of raya,jz at kampung met cuzzies frm grandma's side who comes to our open house..

went to kak yai's friend open house too at kg.tambalugu.. :)

then headed back to play fireworks!!!woohooo!!! :P

do the dishes etc..mygudnessme..its been a while since washing lots of dishes.. :P

before went back home at night,met uncle oyo and his children,a.k.a cuzzies!!..

played the fireworks again..heeee...n dis time,it was a real fireworks with flying colours.. :P

done,went back home..

awwww...nowhere is much better than feeling to be home..heeee

n today,went to daddy's friend open house.

coincidencely the wife was my teacher in highschool,so feeling really cmfortable.. :)

ate satay,cookies..pineapple tart!!!*drooling*heeee

most of all,her deliciously kek lapis srwk..yummy..heee :)

then headed to 1borneo to watch movie wit family..

eventhough crowded,who cares..haha..watched cars,since myron wanna watch it..

it was nice though :)

back home,went out to bring roggy jalan2..

then went cycling wit bbit.. :)

n here i am,updating my blog.. :)

tomorrow will be going to my beloved friend,miza's house..

will not get to go bongawan n papar for families open house.. :(

the invitation clash,so decided to go to miza's house since i havent met her for a while..

thank god mummy & daddy understood my situations..love u both :)

dis saturday will hv another open house at aunty luyang house..

so friday will be at her house to help with the cooking.. :)

goshhh..its been a busy week for me..

but its worth it..

i get to be with my beloved ohana..saranghae!!! :)

its ok if im single,i hv my family to cheer me up..heee :)

till then,will update bout it again..

cheer up pipel!!!

selamat hari raya once again..

maaf zahir & batin..

halalkan makan minum sepanjang bersama kamu semua.. :)

tc!!!

lots of love,gloria nathilda norim @ nadia alliesha evangeline aiden smith :P

i changed it,finally :)

(some random pics..ignore the puffyness :P)

..finally,i changed my url name..heee..y y y did i changed it???well..jz moving on i guess..dat old url was lame already i think..heee..anyway,im inspired to change when i saw my cuzzy url,callmecarriegirl..weheeeee~~~..how i love my cuzzy so much!!!muah2.. :P
..we grown up together,we are so close..we talk bout evrything to each other..heeee..

till then,not really in the mood on typing evrything here..will try to catch wit my blog..hehe..

hv a nice day pipel!!! :)

:)

[ jz a random pic :) ]

...hey hey hey~~~so here am i..with jr at college,in the student lounge with each other laptop in front of us.. :P ..somehow,we're are so rajin bw laptop hari2 since the internet line here is good and to fill up our free time while waiting for class etc..how i wish i can hv my own ipad..LOL..kici,n senang mau bw baa..makanya gue bilang kay gitu.. :P

..so hows my life???ermm..as usual i guess..going through each and evryday with the strength i left with..thinking all about my study..im still wndering if i wanna to cntinue my study or not..im still hv doubts..aigooooo..lately ive been watching vampire diaries drama in my lappy,,thanx to my friend Marshal for the drama.. :) ..im so falling for stefan salvatore..*melts*..his manly face,the jaw line,the voice,the body,not forgetting his solid 6pax,but most of all his gentleman attitude..*jaw drop XD*..well yaa,stefan salvatore is jz a character in the drama..so what??cant i fall for him??i bet evry girl in this world is on their knees looking at him.. :P
..im getting bored with fb lately..*sigh*..i got dis link given by my uncle bout dis hackers dat wanna destroy facebook on dis 5th nov..i hv no idea if its real or not..i dont knw if i shud be happy dis thing will destroy the fb or wat..aigoooooo..so many memories i hv in dis fb thingy..dang!!!!*something cross my mind :(**tsk tsk* :(

..naaa...forget bout it..till then~~~..im so wanna go wee-wee a.k.a pee-pee..heeee...

..hv a nice day evryone :)

..life..life..life..

..hey hey hey!!!..jz put up random picture up there..ermmm..

..dear diary,

..somehow,deep down in my heart i cant explain what i feel..i feel neglected..mad..thrown away..not important..evrything..i officially saying here dat i felt pathetic with my life..why all of the sudden???..i wonder how some people can get through evrything on their own,without any help..i wonder y God write my life story like dis???..yes i know,i shouldnt be asking about dis as it is my destiny to live my life the way it is now..but y???..i mean,i dont know y it has to be like dis..i dont understand how people works around people..i dont understand how humans live..i dont understand how life suppose to be..i dont understand how karma works on people..i dont understand a single thing in life.. :'(

..i cannot believe myself for having high level of patience in me..what am i??..a robot with no feeling???..i cannot believe myself for having this strength to move on with my life..what am i??..a toy for u to play wit as a puppet??..i cant believe myself at all..i have doubts almost on evrything in my life..life is somehow fair to evry human being in this world..theres always a reason behind evrything dat happen in life..

..till then..

..college~~~ :)

..its tuesday peeps!!!heeeee...took dis pic before going to college dis morning,was watching korean drama,city hunter at dis time..cant miss it..thank gudness my class for today is at afternoon..heeee...my face still looking a bit bloat..aigoooo..any advice how to cure bloat face in the morning???anyone?? (T.T)

..so last nite..ermm..saw something dat is very disturbing to my mind n soul..wat is it??well,ada larr tu..ermm..im wndering,kenapa dia begitu???adaka dia hipokrit???ermmm...manusia oh manusia..amat byk ragam kalian2 semua sehinggakan buat org lain confuse..aigoooo...i dont like dis feeling oh..like seriously..wish i cud go somewhere i can be lonely and think properly..or maybe shud get a new person in my life..n how i wish i can hv dat person as my special one in the future..aigoooo..tinggi betul angan2 mat jenin anak dara yg sorang ni..aigooooo...

..anyway,shud get rid of dat stupid thingy frm my head..gloria!!!wake up wake up..u can get someone better baaa...okayyy!!!mr.law,be faithful to me ah.. :P ..

..till then bloggie..jz updating dis since i hv nothin to do here at student lounge while waiting for my class at 1pm later..tc!!!

..weeheeee~~~.. :D

..hello hello bloggie!!!..im so happy..y wud i???heeeee...new sem jz started today!!!!..*jumping jumping like mad XD*..its gonna be my final sem dis year..wohooooooo~~~happy happy happy.. :D..gonna study really hard dis sem..so,dis sem im taking my final 3subjects..aigoooo..my final subjects somehow kinda hard..im taking hotel law,account 2 and food operation..it reminds me bout mr.lee dis morning..

mr.lee::u're all are hotel students right??

us::yaaa.. :(

mr.lee::u're all are hoteliers,n u're studying law dat has no connection with hotel??? =.="

us::YAAAA..agree2.. :P ..can u please appeal to inti if u can drop dis subject frm the hotel student? :P
mr.lee::haha..but even u're a hotel students,atleast u shud knw bout all dis law like the case law,the civil case etc..
us::aigooo... (T.T)

..well,talk bout it while having our break in between the lectures..aigoo..first day of class was like, "errrr..errrr..*nod nod*..*jaw drop*"..hahaha..seriously,dats how our expression the entire lectures..thank gudness the lecturer,mr.lee was a good lecturer..somehow he explain evry detail dat we need to knw n need to focus on for the final exam..wow!!progress test punn belum,now hv to think bout final pula..aigooo..*sigh*

..n we even have our first 2papers bout law..aigoo..what is law??law is define by rules which are made by the parliement etc..naaa kann..nda boleh jwb..aigoo..mcm mana ni...nvm..will revise later..hv to start doing short notes frm now on as my subjects are sure gonna kill me at the end of the day.. =.="

..now im spending my time at the student lounge wit jr..well,he's watching boys over flowers and im watching hello baby SNSD jz now.and now updating my blog cz the line went abit slow and i cant upload my video..*tsk tsk*..nvm..will cntinue watching it tomorrow..heeeee...hows day at college today???well,fasting for me is much easier today cz only need to think bout study..if at home?evrything bout food went inside my mind..cz i've been skipping fast for a few days last week..blaming myself for my desire,and my brother for his influence on McD.. :P ..its okay i guess,gonna pay it dis week and will pay it next year.. :P bear in mind okay gloria a.k.a nur nadia alliesha..haha..laugh at my second name then.. :P ..was in love wit dat name when i was wit,err..my past.. :( ..i tot i can hv a future wit him,but naaa..tiada jodoh org bilang..its ok..hv to move on.. :)
..i will try my best update my blog as frequent as i could..cz i hv few pictures found online dat somehow i felt related to me through my soul..waaaa...how poetic i am..im cnsidering myself pity ada larr..aigoo..

..till then bloggie!!!..need to join jr to watch his boys over flowers since its the episode dat i love..daadaa~~

..how i wish a guy could understand how the situations work..

..so,here i am again peeps..ermm..feeling a bit down all of the sudden..i cant really express how i felt inside me..its a tornado of feelings..*tsk tsk*..jz wanna let my heart out here.. :(

..wats with the title???..well,its already say itself there..i dont knw where to start,where to put the climax,or where to end..it seems endless to me thinking and keep thinking how to elaborate dis albert einstein thoughts bout love..*as if albert einstein do learn bout love XD*well,wat im trying to say is the word LOVE is hard to be express by me,myself and i..

..i finally realize what a guy really needs in a relationship..mygudnessme..how i am so left behind about dis.. :( ..im nt sure if i shud be listing down what a guy really needs..cz it seems endless to me too thinking what a guy really needs..but i can have a try..lets start.. :)

a)~a guy needs someone near him

in other words,he needs someone he can go directly whenever he have problems,or whenever he need dat person..n yes,he found one n left the 1st one..please tell me whos the jerk in dis situation?aigooo..well,he was still new in relationship when he still with the 1st girl..i guess,he cant really suit himself in dat situation..but y cant he atleast try to be in the situation and be patient???the girl was patiently waiting for him,and thinking bout him evryday..

y cant he try to learn the situation??the girl understand the situation really well n willing to take the risk of being far frm her beloved one..he never thought in mind how the girl really wish to be by his side evry moment of her life..how she wish she could evrything she can when wit him..

y cant he think atleast a bit far from wat he's expecting frm the girl??the girl knw,being far means having a love test frm God..God wanna see how far they can go being together,how strong their love is towards each other..God wanna see how patient enough they are whenever they need each other and the only thing dat can ease dat is by phone calls/text messaging..but do the guy think the way the girl think??..i dont think so...ermm..

..in the end,he left the 1st girl by giving excuses n keep blaming the girl for evrything dat had happen between them..if he's really gonna blame the girl in the end,y not trying to stop the thing frm the 1st place??he even told the girl he loves it etc,but in the end???putting all the blame on the girl without thinking the blame is on him too..y cant he think dat he cant expect the girl to be wit him whenever he needs when they were in the long-distance relationship??if the girl can take the risk of being far frm each other,y not him???y cant he let down his ego for the sake of the girl he love??the girl let down her feelings by being patient with the guy behaviour,y cant the guy have the patient to calm her down whenever she needs him???

i guess,if the girl was rich,she might be going there to be with him whenever he needs her n whenever sha can..or maybe if the girl is already working and have her own money..i bet she will sacrifice all her money jz to be with him..y??cz LOVE IS PRICELESS!!

but wat if the girl was jz a girl next door???living wit her dearest family,still studying,still under parents care..dont tell me u expect her to swim across the sea??she'll die in the middle of the sea..how tragic is dat gonna be..n there u go,crying..telling the whole world how u regret dat..too late darling..will u be responsible for dat??..how i wish the guy can really think a bit mature frm wat he actually are thinking..

b)~a guy need someone dat will look after him

..dis fact killing me..tell me,after u expect ur mother to buy all those things for ur own,now u expect the girl to be like u mother??wow..loving ur thought dude!!..yes,i knw the guy will think,

"i need someone who can be the mother to my kids,i wanna see it frm the way she's gonna treat me.."..dude,chill out..take it slowly okayy..lets see how the situations goes..its gonna be the same situations as the 1st one,long-distance relationship..1st,lets compare a mother and ur girl..ur mother has her own money,dats y she can buy u evrything..ur girl do have her own money,but frm the parents..lets cnsider,she's still under her parents care..dont tell me u expect the girl to ask her parents to buy her flights ticket to go see u,n give u food..like seriously???..well,dat could be happening if the girl was a spoil brat..or maybe by saving all her money and starve for a month jz to buy the flight ticket..mygudnessme..can u imagine..the girl texting the guy evry minute jz to knw how he's doing,is he ok?is he sick?do he hv his lunch??but for the guy,it was so damn annoying..wow!!cant the guy think dat it was the way the girl can look after him frm a far??cant the guy think dat the girl do care about the guy??cant the guy think dat how the girl wish to be by his side when he's sick,to help him with the medicine and all???..watever the girl do,she'll text the guy so dat he'll not be worry as much as she could be worry towards the guy,cz she knw how bad the feeling is to be worry..cant the guy understand dat all of these are sacrifices frm the girl towards the guy she loves so much??y cant the guy act the same towards the girl??all the girl get was a total BS frm the guy..aigoo..pity larr the girl dude..let down ur ego for a while,u wouldnt die because of it..right???

c)~a guy is looking for a wife instead of a gf..

..another killer facts..tell me,the guy expecting the girl to do his laundry?the guy expect the girl to make his breakfast,lunch and dinner?the guy expect the girl to stay at home 24/7 jz to video call with him?..wow wow and another wow..u both are not even marry,n the guy expect dat much???if the guy was expecting dat much frm a girl,y cant he jz ask the girl for her commitment in life towards him?mygudnessme..same situations,long-distance relationship..wat can u expect from a girl,when the girl is someone else's daughter??oh hello???do i even need to elaborate dis??!!!

wat can u expect frm a girl when the girl has her pride to stay with her family until a guy come and propose her??another hello??if the guy hv their ego,the girl shud hv her pride okaayyy..

wat can u expect frm the girl when wat she actually needed is a guy who can eventually become he husband??need another hello??well,wat im trying to say here is dat,instead the guy is looking for a wife in the girl,y not trying to see the potential dat the girl have to be a good wife???y the guy cant try to see himself in the future as the husband of the girl??another hello,if the guy is looking for a wife,wat do u expect the girl to look for in a guy??a jerk???

..try to accept the flaws n mistakes in the girl,as the girl already do accept the guy flaws n mistakes..cz she knw dat NOBODY'S PERFECT IN THIS WOLRD..tell me if u can actually walk on water??i dont think so,unless u have something below the water to enable u to walk on it..

lets make a conclusion here..

..dont expect too much frm each other..try to learn each other even after u're both are together..try to think the way each other think..always put urself on others shoes first before u..y do i say so???so dat u knw how the other person feel..

..dont expect everyone to be perfect for u..even urself not perfect..u make mistakes,so do others..u have sins,so do the others..u felt dat u're didnt look good enough,tell me how would those handicapped people felt when they see normal people??..u hv feelings,so do the others..even the animals have feelings..u experienced something bad,the others experienced it too..u've been hurt,so the others..u're not the only human in dis world,bear dat in mind..

..the differences u make between all these people is the way u face all of this hardship in life..

..the differences u make in the way u settle things up..

..some people cant even handle a break up,end up jumping off frm a building and die..some people cant handle depressions,stress,end up cutting their wrist off and die..some people cant handle criticism,end up hanging up themselves in their house and die..cant u be thankful enough to still have the rational thoughts in life???..

..finally,dont expect things to be perfect the way u want it,u knw humans only plans,God decide's on it..try working out things wit ur partner nicely,sure there's a way dat God had for u both..if its still not working,try sort out few things between u both..be honest with each other,tell each others dissatisfaction..tell each other how u feel when being treated in certain2 way.. even though u both face a lot of ups and downs,if u both still loyal towards each other,u both still gonna work out..when there's a will,there's a way..remember dat..have some time for each other to be in a place dat only u both are in,in this way u both can totally say evrything u hv in mind..

p.s

this is a jz random thoughts of me towards couple,a girl and a guy..no offence towards the living and the dead,if there is,its jz a coincidence..