Monday, June 18, 2012

just an explanation

is it really hard to give just one explanation to all this mess u'd caused???
 u can do anything u want,but atleast explain the reason behind all of these..

i know,not evrything need a reason..but somehow,there's must be something  happening right now that make things harder for both of us to even trying to solve it together..in the end,we hurt ourselves without even knowing why we hurt ourselves in the first place..

i never even once let u down,but y are u doing dis to me???
u know how hurt it is,and yet u still did it..
u said u're not playing with a girl's heart,and yet u did it..
ur words didnt really go well with ur actions,n do u even realize it???
if u know u gonna hurt me in the end,then y must u make urself fall for us in the 1st place?
y must u make me put my hopes so high,and then u just crush it like it was never there before?
y must we hurt ourselves when all we can do is not to be in this situation in the 1st place?

damn lahh..like freaking b*R$%#@t!!!

Sunday, June 17, 2012

why oh why

feeling a bit down lately..but thanx to my beloved ohana and my friends,i made through those down days.. :)

been posting a few MV that i found in youtube..somehow, the songs help me to let my words out in a much more better way..

received good news last week and im so grateful for the news, and i hope i'll be fine with it.. :)

i;ve been cheated,yes..once again,i go through the same damn thing..it makes me think,should i jz give up on it??cz holding on for too long is very tiring,but somehow it gives me hope to hope more..

but i think i should give up..what says u?




im okay..i'll survive.. :')

im okay baby,i'll be fine without u :')

Sunday, June 10, 2012

i care..

for once..

for once,this song meant a lot to me..but not anymore :(

broken hearted girl :(

y must i go through all these all over again??? :'(

something about u :)

Saturday, June 9, 2012

like seriously???

im so bored!!!OMG..has been spending my time at home most of the time,only go out when i need to..and oh,i went for a short vacation last week to kuching srwk..
actually i went there to send my brother to UiTM Samarahan,he's continuing his study there..sad to know i no longer hv my bro next to me when im driving.. :P

anyway,gtg for now..will cntinue chit-chatting when i hv time to type more..

going out~~

adios amigos my bloggie love~~ :)