phew~~~

..phew~~~its raining outside..weeheee~~~atleast,the heat will go away frm here..so its been a busy week for the whole family..i bet evryone's tired of moving things here n there..n yup,we moved to a new house..will keep it low profile of the location..hehe..

..its a new place,new beginning of the past,new people i guess.. :) ..there's been conflict here n there,but managed to settled it down as things already happened,n u cant do anything about it..so how's my day??its been quite good actually..went shopping wit my beloved cuzzy carrie yesterday at 1borneo..its been hectic with us wearing a 3inch wedges walking in dat big shopping mall..haha..bought flat sandals at cotton on,n changed it when we're watching movie twilight:breaking dawn..sorry for the late twilight movie,thank gudness it still in the cinema..hehe..im nt a fan of twilight,didnt watch their first movie,but when i heard bout the romantic wedding etc,i cant help myself but hving the eagerness to watch the movie..n its true,the wedding was romantic..there's been a cut part,which is so 18SGX i guess..grrrr..will wait it to be downloaded i guess..hehe..now im patiently waiting for the 2nd part of the twilight..woot woot!!!yes,a fan of twilight now.. :P

..its xmas time!!!..shopping went wild..spent my money on 2dresses,1blouse,2sandals,n some makeup stuff..for the first time ever here in kk,i went into Mango shop,a.k.a MNG..bought a dress there,it sale!!!well ofcourse it is since its festive season..ngeeee..went to MNG few times when in kl last year,super awkward as im nt the type who likes expensive stuff..but then i realised,even expensive shop do hv sales,n its sure affordable to me.. :P i bet my dad will be mad at me for going there..sorry daddy!!!chups chups 1000 times..ngeee~~~ :P

..till then my bloggie~~~will write more when i really hv the time..still hv so many things to unpack..my clothes are all still in the bags,boxes of my things need to unpack..grrrr..why do i hv so many things??!!!.. :P

with lots of bleeding love,xoxo :')

girl @ gloria

love quotes

hold on tight to the person u've waited for..dont ever let go..
u waited and put so much effort to get that special someone's heart,dont give up now..
problems come but they're only temporary.
evrything will be fine in the end..hv faith in it..
put the same amount of effort u put on the 1st day u wanted to win his heart..

p.s
not mine..found it somewhere.. ;(

..quite a bad day for me today..

..annyeong!!!..so here i am again,no idea wat to update..woke up today with a striking period pain..goshhh..if only i knw it gonna happen today,im not going to drink dat 2 glasses of frozen yogurt drink yesterday..mygudnessme..

..so the whole day i've been staying at home since im nt feeling well with the pain attacking me..woke up,took my bath,had my breakfast,n booommm...went to sleep,since the pain is unbearable for the first day..woke up sumwhere in the afternoon,n play with the android..downloaded few games for me to play with..ermmm..wat else i can write..ermmmm..ohyaaa..there's an eclipse happening today,but i havent see any of it since the clouds is goin here n there passing by the moon..grrrrrrrr..wanna watch it real bad..

..till then i guess..still nt feeling well..will see u soon.. :)

makeup tutorial

so lately i've been watching a lot of makeup tutorial in youtube..frm michelle phan,bubzbeauty,suzy and many more..but there's 1 vid, a makeup tutorial ofcourse dat catches my eyes..i jz found out about it today,i mean jz now,n guess wat,he's a guy!!..makeup tutorial done by a guy,yes.. :) ..he's name is michael james..

his makeup tutorial was awesome..it somehow got a bit of drag queen kinda type but still sticks to wat is suitable for women nowadays..but dis one typical makup tutorial i wish i could do it someday..feel free to watch.. :)

its exam..

grrrr...how on earth im here and not studying???..grrr..gimme a break,my brain are about to fall off frm hving too many information i hv frm the entire semester..ermm..so i hv my 1st paper today.and its hotel law!!!gudness me..for the entire of 2hours answering the question,my friends and i hv been non-stop writing all the authorities and cases we hv in mind..grrrrrr...now my hands are about to fall off too..i get to answer all the question,but i wish to hv more time so dat i write down nicely..my handwriting was a mess..in bhs melayu,we called it "tulisan cakar ayam" XD

i met few of my lecturers today to knw my coursework mark,thank god all passed..so for now i need to score as high as i can for my final exam..hwaiting2 gloria!!!u can do it..

till then my bloggie!!!..got to go,im more active in my twitter for now..how i fell in love with this blue bird thingy..daadaa~~~

with lots of bleeding love;

gloria@girl :')

..i wont last a day without u..

sedihnyaaa..

looking back at the past..dang!!!!..it hits me..*tsk tsk* :'(

take it all-adele :)

the reason y..

im not good at telling my feelings in words..so,i prefer to post videos of songs that describe my feeling more or less the same in me.. :')

somehow,i dont think that special person, which i dedicate all these videos to realised what im trying to say since the beginning..im the type of person who rather keep as much as i can to myself,rather than telling another person about it since its not really a good thing to say things about other people flaws or watever it is when i myself not a perfect person..but still,im jz a normal person who still spills out words i shouldnt say and talk bout others..i bet evryone did dat..nobody's perfect right???

till then, :)

dont u remember??? :(

it struck me when i heard dis.. :(

DreamsThats where I have to goTo see your beautifulFace anymore I stare at a picture of youAnd listen to the radio
Hope, hope there's a conversationWe both admit we had it goodBut until then its alienation I know that much is understood,And I realise..
If you ask me how I'm doingI would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that your not on my mindBut I go out, and I sit down at a table set for twoAnd finally I'm forced to face the truthNo matter what I say I'm..Not over you,Not over you
Damn, damn girl you do it well, and I thought you were innocentTook this heart and put it through hell, but still your magnificentI, I'm a boomerang, doesn't matter how you throw meI turn around and I'm back in the game, even better than the old meBut I'm not even close without you
If you ask me how I'm doingI would say I'm doing just fineI would lie and say that your not on my mindBut I go out, and I sit down at a table set for twoAnd finally I'm forced to face the truthNo matter what I say I'm..Not over you
And if I had the chance to re-newYou know there isn't a thing I wouldn't doI could get back, on the right trackBut only if you'd be convincedSo until then..
If you ask me how I'm doingI would say I'm doing just fineI would lie and say that your not on my mindBut I go out, and I sit down at a table set for twoAnd finally I'm forced to face the truthNo matter what I say I'm..Not over you x4

relationships hv stages..

STAGE 1 (1-3 Months): The Honeymoon Stage

Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love.” You share moments, dates and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. It’s like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you’re thinking, “This may work out….” and it seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.

*If your relationship ended in this stage — Most likely, both rushed into the relationship too quickly. Being together was all too sudden and just for the moment. When one starts noticing the flaws, one gets a choice to move foward, or back away. Being friends has a high percentage of working out, but nothing to stress over. Both may just need the time to get to know one another better.

STAGE 2 (4-6 months): The Bumpy Road
Things are going okay now. The relationship is calm and settled; both are still mostly happy. Had a couple arguments and disagreements here and there, nothing huge. Start to notice some of each other’s flaws and aspects of their personalities not seen before, but still truly care for one another.

*If your relationship ended in this stage — You truly cared about this person. You had the energy to fight for this person, yet you feel as if something was lacking, something was missing. It doesn’t feel right, one isn’t happy. When one isn’t happy, one tends to walk away to seek their new happiness. Being friends is still a possibility.

STAGE 3 (7-12 months): The Rocky Mountain
You start to realize who your partner really is. A few more arguments may occur. Problems with jealously, overprotectiveness may arise. Other people may come in the picture. The “in love” moments start to decrease, but you feel as if you’ve “fallen in love.” You tend to have this energy inside to strive and “make it work,” and you feel more comfortable being around this person, feeling more of yourself.

*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel as if you’re hurt, depending on the circumstances. You were so sure that that person was “The One.” You were so SURE that he/she was different. But like a cancer, a problem that may have happened, a small issue, grew into something larger that took over what was made between two people. You still miss this person from time to time. You still remember the memories. Being friends may be difficult right away, but over time, you slowly mature up, and learn the reality of it.

STAGE 4 (1 year or more): The Long Road
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 years, huh? This person truly means something to you. You are “in love” with this person. He/she made a difference in your life. No one else knows you more than this person. You guys have been through the good, the bad, and the ugly, and still strive to make it last.

*If your relationship ends in this stage — You feel heartbroken; it’s tough. You can’t sleep, can’t eat, you miss him/her, you try to move on, you try meeting new people, but seems like nothing works. For whatever reason the split occured, it must’ve been something important, or something must have been so wrong that it took over. Being “just friends” is impossible, because if you tried to be friends, you wouldn’t be able to think of them in any other way besides the one you once “loved.”

it said it all..

p.s

no more tomorrow for me..there's only yesterday dat had me moving on.. :(

scary rain happens jz infront of me..

..took dis pics with my pity little samsung phone..ngeeee..its quite scary to see all the clouds moving from one place to another..i even took video of it..ngeeeee...

..lets change the topic for a while..i dont hv anything to start with,so i start with my scary rain stuff.. :P ..so here i am, at the college as usual..i came early,sj dtg awl psal mau on9.. :P ..im here wit my friends,kaza symphrosa n jr..heeee..

..hows my life???ermmm..well,since im still alive i guess im good??? :S ..knwing new people,learning new stuff etc..ermmmm..i hv lots of things to say in my mind but why why n why cant i say it???maybe because they all come out together and it get stuck somewhere on the way..grrrrrr...apa larr sy ni..ermmm..wish i cud jz lay down on a green field and say evrything i want anything i want..naaa..sepa larr yg sanggup dgr complaint sy ni..*nangiss*T.T

..grrr..sy penat suda menaip..till here i guess..tc pipel!!

wit lots of bleeding love, gloria :')

falling for hwanhee :D

agree..love is pain..

that should be me though :'(

i bet if this song lyrics is turn into the girls side,it would be hurtful T.T

means a lot to me :')

so dis song is written by herself,adele about her previous relationships..the lyrics somehow shows how she love the guy so much and had to let him to go..and all she can do is pray for his happiness.. :)

its been a while

hello hello hello peeps!!!

its been a while since my last post..im sorry for dat..

been busy for the time being as i hv assignments to do,n tests coming up..

so hows evryone doing???hope u all doing jz great with all ur beloved people around u..

will update more some other time..

for the time being,will update vids dat hv been my favourites..

tc pipel!!! :)

..it hurts.. :(

it hurts so much to know i hv to move on no matter what eventhough i dont hv the courage i need to do so..it hurts badly to know dat for all dis while,wat he actually need is someone he can be with evry second,evry minute,evry hour,evryday,evry week,evry month,evry year..if only he let me knw in the first place,i would do evrything i need to be with him..

n now,here i am suffering all by myself.. :(

thank god i hv my family and my friends who had thought me dat all i ever need is them to be in my life..

specially to jr,carrie,n kak ochee..u all hv been there for me whenever i need u..i cant be more grateful enough than i ever be.. :')

i love u all!!!my ohana is my happiness,my friends are my laugh :')

..loving dis cover.. :)

..falling for dis song..im sorry as the vid somehow didnt turn out to be in the way i want it to be..hope u'll enjoy watching it.. :)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

[ beloved cuzzy,carrie girl & me.. :) ]

selamat hari raya evryone!!!
i hope its not too late to wish since its the 2nd day of raya..heee

i dont hv pics at the moment,most of it is wit my abg boboy.. :)

so i only hv dis pic above ^^^^^ taken with my lame phone which i love so muchh.. :)

my theme for this year is purple..heee..bought that baju kurung in kl..

i hv partner actually,its my cuzzy abg adek..will upload the pic later when i gt it frm abg boy.. :)

the day before raya went to luyang to help aunty with the cookings..

cz we're not planning to cook d kampung since its gonna be alot of things to be done..

cooking done,by night went back to beloved kmpung pangasaan tamparuli.. :)

met cuzzies!!!lots of them..weeeeee... :)

1st day of raya,jz at kampung met cuzzies frm grandma's side who comes to our open house..

went to kak yai's friend open house too at kg.tambalugu.. :)

then headed back to play fireworks!!!woohooo!!! :P

do the dishes etc..mygudnessme..its been a while since washing lots of dishes.. :P

before went back home at night,met uncle oyo and his children,a.k.a cuzzies!!..

played the fireworks again..heeee...n dis time,it was a real fireworks with flying colours.. :P

done,went back home..

awwww...nowhere is much better than feeling to be home..heeee

n today,went to daddy's friend open house.

coincidencely the wife was my teacher in highschool,so feeling really cmfortable.. :)

ate satay,cookies..pineapple tart!!!*drooling*heeee

most of all,her deliciously kek lapis srwk..yummy..heee :)

then headed to 1borneo to watch movie wit family..

eventhough crowded,who cares..haha..watched cars,since myron wanna watch it..

it was nice though :)

back home,went out to bring roggy jalan2..

then went cycling wit bbit.. :)

n here i am,updating my blog.. :)

tomorrow will be going to my beloved friend,miza's house..

will not get to go bongawan n papar for families open house.. :(

the invitation clash,so decided to go to miza's house since i havent met her for a while..

thank god mummy & daddy understood my situations..love u both :)

dis saturday will hv another open house at aunty luyang house..

so friday will be at her house to help with the cooking.. :)

goshhh..its been a busy week for me..

but its worth it..

i get to be with my beloved ohana..saranghae!!! :)

its ok if im single,i hv my family to cheer me up..heee :)

till then,will update bout it again..

cheer up pipel!!!

selamat hari raya once again..

maaf zahir & batin..

halalkan makan minum sepanjang bersama kamu semua.. :)

tc!!!

lots of love,gloria nathilda norim @ nadia alliesha evangeline aiden smith :P

i changed it,finally :)

(some random pics..ignore the puffyness :P)

..finally,i changed my url name..heee..y y y did i changed it???well..jz moving on i guess..dat old url was lame already i think..heee..anyway,im inspired to change when i saw my cuzzy url,callmecarriegirl..weheeeee~~~..how i love my cuzzy so much!!!muah2.. :P
..we grown up together,we are so close..we talk bout evrything to each other..heeee..

till then,not really in the mood on typing evrything here..will try to catch wit my blog..hehe..

hv a nice day pipel!!! :)

:)

[ jz a random pic :) ]

...hey hey hey~~~so here am i..with jr at college,in the student lounge with each other laptop in front of us.. :P ..somehow,we're are so rajin bw laptop hari2 since the internet line here is good and to fill up our free time while waiting for class etc..how i wish i can hv my own ipad..LOL..kici,n senang mau bw baa..makanya gue bilang kay gitu.. :P

..so hows my life???ermm..as usual i guess..going through each and evryday with the strength i left with..thinking all about my study..im still wndering if i wanna to cntinue my study or not..im still hv doubts..aigooooo..lately ive been watching vampire diaries drama in my lappy,,thanx to my friend Marshal for the drama.. :) ..im so falling for stefan salvatore..*melts*..his manly face,the jaw line,the voice,the body,not forgetting his solid 6pax,but most of all his gentleman attitude..*jaw drop XD*..well yaa,stefan salvatore is jz a character in the drama..so what??cant i fall for him??i bet evry girl in this world is on their knees looking at him.. :P
..im getting bored with fb lately..*sigh*..i got dis link given by my uncle bout dis hackers dat wanna destroy facebook on dis 5th nov..i hv no idea if its real or not..i dont knw if i shud be happy dis thing will destroy the fb or wat..aigoooooo..so many memories i hv in dis fb thingy..dang!!!!*something cross my mind :(**tsk tsk* :(

..naaa...forget bout it..till then~~~..im so wanna go wee-wee a.k.a pee-pee..heeee...

..hv a nice day evryone :)

..life..life..life..

..hey hey hey!!!..jz put up random picture up there..ermmm..

..dear diary,

..somehow,deep down in my heart i cant explain what i feel..i feel neglected..mad..thrown away..not important..evrything..i officially saying here dat i felt pathetic with my life..why all of the sudden???..i wonder how some people can get through evrything on their own,without any help..i wonder y God write my life story like dis???..yes i know,i shouldnt be asking about dis as it is my destiny to live my life the way it is now..but y???..i mean,i dont know y it has to be like dis..i dont understand how people works around people..i dont understand how humans live..i dont understand how life suppose to be..i dont understand how karma works on people..i dont understand a single thing in life.. :'(

..i cannot believe myself for having high level of patience in me..what am i??..a robot with no feeling???..i cannot believe myself for having this strength to move on with my life..what am i??..a toy for u to play wit as a puppet??..i cant believe myself at all..i have doubts almost on evrything in my life..life is somehow fair to evry human being in this world..theres always a reason behind evrything dat happen in life..

..till then..

..college~~~ :)

..its tuesday peeps!!!heeeee...took dis pic before going to college dis morning,was watching korean drama,city hunter at dis time..cant miss it..thank gudness my class for today is at afternoon..heeee...my face still looking a bit bloat..aigoooo..any advice how to cure bloat face in the morning???anyone?? (T.T)

..so last nite..ermm..saw something dat is very disturbing to my mind n soul..wat is it??well,ada larr tu..ermm..im wndering,kenapa dia begitu???adaka dia hipokrit???ermmm...manusia oh manusia..amat byk ragam kalian2 semua sehinggakan buat org lain confuse..aigoooo...i dont like dis feeling oh..like seriously..wish i cud go somewhere i can be lonely and think properly..or maybe shud get a new person in my life..n how i wish i can hv dat person as my special one in the future..aigoooo..tinggi betul angan2 mat jenin anak dara yg sorang ni..aigooooo...

..anyway,shud get rid of dat stupid thingy frm my head..gloria!!!wake up wake up..u can get someone better baaa...okayyy!!!mr.law,be faithful to me ah.. :P ..

..till then bloggie..jz updating dis since i hv nothin to do here at student lounge while waiting for my class at 1pm later..tc!!!

..weeheeee~~~.. :D

..hello hello bloggie!!!..im so happy..y wud i???heeeee...new sem jz started today!!!!..*jumping jumping like mad XD*..its gonna be my final sem dis year..wohooooooo~~~happy happy happy.. :D..gonna study really hard dis sem..so,dis sem im taking my final 3subjects..aigoooo..my final subjects somehow kinda hard..im taking hotel law,account 2 and food operation..it reminds me bout mr.lee dis morning..

mr.lee::u're all are hotel students right??

us::yaaa.. :(

mr.lee::u're all are hoteliers,n u're studying law dat has no connection with hotel??? =.="

us::YAAAA..agree2.. :P ..can u please appeal to inti if u can drop dis subject frm the hotel student? :P
mr.lee::haha..but even u're a hotel students,atleast u shud knw bout all dis law like the case law,the civil case etc..
us::aigooo... (T.T)

..well,talk bout it while having our break in between the lectures..aigoo..first day of class was like, "errrr..errrr..*nod nod*..*jaw drop*"..hahaha..seriously,dats how our expression the entire lectures..thank gudness the lecturer,mr.lee was a good lecturer..somehow he explain evry detail dat we need to knw n need to focus on for the final exam..wow!!progress test punn belum,now hv to think bout final pula..aigooo..*sigh*

..n we even have our first 2papers bout law..aigoo..what is law??law is define by rules which are made by the parliement etc..naaa kann..nda boleh jwb..aigoo..mcm mana ni...nvm..will revise later..hv to start doing short notes frm now on as my subjects are sure gonna kill me at the end of the day.. =.="

..now im spending my time at the student lounge wit jr..well,he's watching boys over flowers and im watching hello baby SNSD jz now.and now updating my blog cz the line went abit slow and i cant upload my video..*tsk tsk*..nvm..will cntinue watching it tomorrow..heeeee...hows day at college today???well,fasting for me is much easier today cz only need to think bout study..if at home?evrything bout food went inside my mind..cz i've been skipping fast for a few days last week..blaming myself for my desire,and my brother for his influence on McD.. :P ..its okay i guess,gonna pay it dis week and will pay it next year.. :P bear in mind okay gloria a.k.a nur nadia alliesha..haha..laugh at my second name then.. :P ..was in love wit dat name when i was wit,err..my past.. :( ..i tot i can hv a future wit him,but naaa..tiada jodoh org bilang..its ok..hv to move on.. :)
..i will try my best update my blog as frequent as i could..cz i hv few pictures found online dat somehow i felt related to me through my soul..waaaa...how poetic i am..im cnsidering myself pity ada larr..aigoo..

..till then bloggie!!!..need to join jr to watch his boys over flowers since its the episode dat i love..daadaa~~

..how i wish a guy could understand how the situations work..

..so,here i am again peeps..ermm..feeling a bit down all of the sudden..i cant really express how i felt inside me..its a tornado of feelings..*tsk tsk*..jz wanna let my heart out here.. :(

..wats with the title???..well,its already say itself there..i dont knw where to start,where to put the climax,or where to end..it seems endless to me thinking and keep thinking how to elaborate dis albert einstein thoughts bout love..*as if albert einstein do learn bout love XD*well,wat im trying to say is the word LOVE is hard to be express by me,myself and i..

..i finally realize what a guy really needs in a relationship..mygudnessme..how i am so left behind about dis.. :( ..im nt sure if i shud be listing down what a guy really needs..cz it seems endless to me too thinking what a guy really needs..but i can have a try..lets start.. :)

a)~a guy needs someone near him

in other words,he needs someone he can go directly whenever he have problems,or whenever he need dat person..n yes,he found one n left the 1st one..please tell me whos the jerk in dis situation?aigooo..well,he was still new in relationship when he still with the 1st girl..i guess,he cant really suit himself in dat situation..but y cant he atleast try to be in the situation and be patient???the girl was patiently waiting for him,and thinking bout him evryday..

y cant he try to learn the situation??the girl understand the situation really well n willing to take the risk of being far frm her beloved one..he never thought in mind how the girl really wish to be by his side evry moment of her life..how she wish she could evrything she can when wit him..

y cant he think atleast a bit far from wat he's expecting frm the girl??the girl knw,being far means having a love test frm God..God wanna see how far they can go being together,how strong their love is towards each other..God wanna see how patient enough they are whenever they need each other and the only thing dat can ease dat is by phone calls/text messaging..but do the guy think the way the girl think??..i dont think so...ermm..

..in the end,he left the 1st girl by giving excuses n keep blaming the girl for evrything dat had happen between them..if he's really gonna blame the girl in the end,y not trying to stop the thing frm the 1st place??he even told the girl he loves it etc,but in the end???putting all the blame on the girl without thinking the blame is on him too..y cant he think dat he cant expect the girl to be wit him whenever he needs when they were in the long-distance relationship??if the girl can take the risk of being far frm each other,y not him???y cant he let down his ego for the sake of the girl he love??the girl let down her feelings by being patient with the guy behaviour,y cant the guy have the patient to calm her down whenever she needs him???

i guess,if the girl was rich,she might be going there to be with him whenever he needs her n whenever sha can..or maybe if the girl is already working and have her own money..i bet she will sacrifice all her money jz to be with him..y??cz LOVE IS PRICELESS!!

but wat if the girl was jz a girl next door???living wit her dearest family,still studying,still under parents care..dont tell me u expect her to swim across the sea??she'll die in the middle of the sea..how tragic is dat gonna be..n there u go,crying..telling the whole world how u regret dat..too late darling..will u be responsible for dat??..how i wish the guy can really think a bit mature frm wat he actually are thinking..

b)~a guy need someone dat will look after him

..dis fact killing me..tell me,after u expect ur mother to buy all those things for ur own,now u expect the girl to be like u mother??wow..loving ur thought dude!!..yes,i knw the guy will think,

"i need someone who can be the mother to my kids,i wanna see it frm the way she's gonna treat me.."..dude,chill out..take it slowly okayy..lets see how the situations goes..its gonna be the same situations as the 1st one,long-distance relationship..1st,lets compare a mother and ur girl..ur mother has her own money,dats y she can buy u evrything..ur girl do have her own money,but frm the parents..lets cnsider,she's still under her parents care..dont tell me u expect the girl to ask her parents to buy her flights ticket to go see u,n give u food..like seriously???..well,dat could be happening if the girl was a spoil brat..or maybe by saving all her money and starve for a month jz to buy the flight ticket..mygudnessme..can u imagine..the girl texting the guy evry minute jz to knw how he's doing,is he ok?is he sick?do he hv his lunch??but for the guy,it was so damn annoying..wow!!cant the guy think dat it was the way the girl can look after him frm a far??cant the guy think dat the girl do care about the guy??cant the guy think dat how the girl wish to be by his side when he's sick,to help him with the medicine and all???..watever the girl do,she'll text the guy so dat he'll not be worry as much as she could be worry towards the guy,cz she knw how bad the feeling is to be worry..cant the guy understand dat all of these are sacrifices frm the girl towards the guy she loves so much??y cant the guy act the same towards the girl??all the girl get was a total BS frm the guy..aigoo..pity larr the girl dude..let down ur ego for a while,u wouldnt die because of it..right???

c)~a guy is looking for a wife instead of a gf..

..another killer facts..tell me,the guy expecting the girl to do his laundry?the guy expect the girl to make his breakfast,lunch and dinner?the guy expect the girl to stay at home 24/7 jz to video call with him?..wow wow and another wow..u both are not even marry,n the guy expect dat much???if the guy was expecting dat much frm a girl,y cant he jz ask the girl for her commitment in life towards him?mygudnessme..same situations,long-distance relationship..wat can u expect from a girl,when the girl is someone else's daughter??oh hello???do i even need to elaborate dis??!!!

wat can u expect frm a girl when the girl has her pride to stay with her family until a guy come and propose her??another hello??if the guy hv their ego,the girl shud hv her pride okaayyy..

wat can u expect frm the girl when wat she actually needed is a guy who can eventually become he husband??need another hello??well,wat im trying to say here is dat,instead the guy is looking for a wife in the girl,y not trying to see the potential dat the girl have to be a good wife???y the guy cant try to see himself in the future as the husband of the girl??another hello,if the guy is looking for a wife,wat do u expect the girl to look for in a guy??a jerk???

..try to accept the flaws n mistakes in the girl,as the girl already do accept the guy flaws n mistakes..cz she knw dat NOBODY'S PERFECT IN THIS WOLRD..tell me if u can actually walk on water??i dont think so,unless u have something below the water to enable u to walk on it..

lets make a conclusion here..

..dont expect too much frm each other..try to learn each other even after u're both are together..try to think the way each other think..always put urself on others shoes first before u..y do i say so???so dat u knw how the other person feel..

..dont expect everyone to be perfect for u..even urself not perfect..u make mistakes,so do others..u have sins,so do the others..u felt dat u're didnt look good enough,tell me how would those handicapped people felt when they see normal people??..u hv feelings,so do the others..even the animals have feelings..u experienced something bad,the others experienced it too..u've been hurt,so the others..u're not the only human in dis world,bear dat in mind..

..the differences u make between all these people is the way u face all of this hardship in life..

..the differences u make in the way u settle things up..

..some people cant even handle a break up,end up jumping off frm a building and die..some people cant handle depressions,stress,end up cutting their wrist off and die..some people cant handle criticism,end up hanging up themselves in their house and die..cant u be thankful enough to still have the rational thoughts in life???..

..finally,dont expect things to be perfect the way u want it,u knw humans only plans,God decide's on it..try working out things wit ur partner nicely,sure there's a way dat God had for u both..if its still not working,try sort out few things between u both..be honest with each other,tell each others dissatisfaction..tell each other how u feel when being treated in certain2 way.. even though u both face a lot of ups and downs,if u both still loyal towards each other,u both still gonna work out..when there's a will,there's a way..remember dat..have some time for each other to be in a place dat only u both are in,in this way u both can totally say evrything u hv in mind..

p.s

this is a jz random thoughts of me towards couple,a girl and a guy..no offence towards the living and the dead,if there is,its jz a coincidence..

..its fasting month!!!.. :)

..finally,the month of Ramadhan came..unfortunately,i cant fast in this starting month of fasting cz of girls thingy.. :( *tsk tsk*

..i still remember the day when i started to fast..it was when i was in form 2..at first,the point of fasting is jz to fast with my kak asnah,my maid..n eventually it became a habit for me for the next few years until now..i will not explain u what is ramadhan actually is,but i can give u the 2 link i found in google dat i always use as my references whenever i hv doubt in fasting.. :)

http://www.eden.rutgers.edu/~muslims/fasting.htm

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ramadan

..u might be thinking,im a christian n i fast in the month of ramadhan???..well,i ask my uncle n aunty who are muslim and they told me there's nothing wrong for a person to fast with the muslims..as my family on my dad's side are mostly muslim,it sumhow taught me their culture in islam..and ofcourse,after ramadhan come the month of syawal..or most of us knw is as Raya time!!!..hehe..n ofcourse,my family do celebrate raya too~~~..evry year,my cousins n i will have the eagerness to knw what colour of our baju kurung are we gonna wear for raya.. :)

..back to the topic i was saying in the first place,fasting..in christian,there also hv a month of fasting which we avoid from eating meats..we called it,fasting in the month of Lent..its the month before Easter Day..so dat is why i dont hv any problem fasting in the month of Ramadhan..unless hungry,as other people face the same problem too.. :P in this holy month of fasting,i still remembered my internship days back in kl..waking up in the morning hving nestum in the room,and break the fast in the evening having a meal at the restaurant while doing my job as a waitress wearing baju kurung..it sumhow hard for me at first as i was working and at the same time fasting,but eventually i get use with it as i have my friends fasting too..how i miss having dat time again :)

..enjoy fasting in the month of Ramadhan,people might already thinking of Syawal a.k.a Raya!!!..hehe..as i am myself cant wait for it..hehe..people might be busy making baju raya,thinking what to cook on the day before raya,n cookies!!cookies cookies cookies,my favorite food of all~~here i want to promote one of the best cookies i ever had,

http://kiacookies.blogspot.com/

..this blog belong's to a person i knw for a quite sometime,her name is ms.zakiah :) ..she used to be a lecturer at my college,and until now,i have no idea why i cant stop calling her ms.zakiah even outside the college..i guess,i still have the formality towards her.. :) ..

..she had helped me alot while having my studies..last sem,when im having my first ever short-sem,i need to held an event wit my team and at the same time learning economics and accounting..im like,arrgggghhhh~~~boleh betukar jd the hulk sudaaa... :P ..it was very stressing for me..i dont hv the basics of economics,and im so bad at accounts eventhough im good with maths..haihhh..

..anyway,in my event,my team had decided to sell pastries,and so good of her wanting to sell her cookies..so we helped her sell her cookies even before the event..i sold it to mummy's friends at the office,the college staff and ofcourse sold it to the public on our event..heee...my favourites was her pineapple tart cookies,which she dont really prefer to sell as it was hard to make and her luscious hazelnut chocolate cookies..*drooling* ..suddenly im craving for it..*dang!!!*makan sj sy tau..haiyaaa... :P

..n not jz dat,ms.zakiah even give me her economics notes for me to make as a references..awww...thank u so much miss!!*hugs*..even until now,i cant stop appreciate dat.. :') ..hoping for the best results..*crossing finger :)*

..till then pipel!!..here,i would like to take dis oppurtunity;

WISHING ALL OF MY MUSLIM FAMILIES n FRIENDS,

HAPPY FASTING!!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK :)

SEMOGA SEMUA AMAL IBADAH KITA DI BULAN YG MULIA INI DBERKATI-NYA

HAVE A NICE DAY EVRYONE!!

:)

..*bluek XD*..kjap putih,kjap gelap.. :P ..lighting probs,blame it.. :P ..jk..dis is some of pics of my silly faces combined..nothing to do at home now..ermm..gonna fetch myron later at tadika,at 2pm++ will send my brother to kdca for his rehearsal for tonight lasalla concerto~~~..will go tonite..weee~~~atleast nda juga boring..hehe..

..so last Wednesday went to mini putrajaya to make grace dokumen perjalanan terhad for her studies in sarawak..im wndering y she need to have dat when its only sarawak,not UK..ermm..nevermind then..at night went to watched movie with her at gsc suria,we watched harry potter..i would say,wow!!!..i like the ending..im so happy cz i've been wanting to watch it so much but no want to go with..thank u yaa bb!!! :P ..yesterday went back to mini putrajaya to take her thingy dat had done,then back home.. =.=" bangas suda kmi d ruma.. :P ..

..at night went to lintas n lido wit abg boy n pupu,jz looking for a place with delicious food to buy for the family..then back home..feewwww~~driving everyday using different roads do make me feel tired till i cant even feel my own leg moving..*kununXD*..

..been through a lot lately,mygudness me oh lord~~~my used to be an easy way now had turn into bushes i have to go through..things going upside down,family need to find a new house before the end of the year..ermmm..wondering where can i find a house dat is convenient for the whole family..*thinking thinking*

..im planning to have something new bout my blog..wndering what can i do wit my blog..having pics??ermm..can try it :) ..updating it frequently as i do before??okaayyy,dat will be great too since i dont really have anyone to talk bout evrything in life..*noted*..but i cant promise u dat i will update it everyday,well the whole family are sharing 1broadband..mummy refuses to have the streamyx back on as the service kinda mad her,fineee..ermmm..i wanna have a time at starbucks for me to online,LOL..byk2 tempat starbucks juga..well,its been a while since i went there,the last time i went there was at kl,when i had my internship there..went to starbucks almost evry week since dats the only place dat is near n cnvenient for me to go n online..even the staff knew me.. :P ..sometimes online at secret recipe which is near to the starbucks..ahhh..how i missed those times where i can jz sit quietly typing n typing non-stop..

..gtg for now..need to go out n fetch myron..will try to talk bout something next time..i cant think straight.. :P

..have a nice day evryone!!god bless :)

..a loyal driver.. :)

hello hello bloggie~~~so here i am again..heeee..been quiet busy eventhough im having my holiday..i officially became a loyal driver in my precious holidays~~~*proud to say dat XD*

so yesterday brought my sister,grace to medical check up as early as 7.30am..fuhhh..can u imagine smpai clinic luyang at dat hour???the clinic was so quiet..oh well,the clinic only accept 30 IPTA students who want to hv medical check-up..thank gudness we're the first one..goooddd..hehe..so go here and there, and we're done at around 9.30am something..i was freaking hungry,havent had my breakfast at dat time,so head to mummy's office to ask some $$..kluar rumah tp nda bw duit..cukup2 bayar parking sj..XD..then head to pekan tg.aru to have our breakfast..some of u might be wondering,tinggal d tg.aru pn mau breakfast d kedai??oh well,no breakfast prepared in the morning,ALWAYS..y??cz my family somehow not the kind who had breakfast at home unless on weekends where we all stay at home..mau ckp breakfast d rumah,setakat minum air sejuk larr kalau yg muda-mudi ni,daddy n mummy will always have their oat drink in the morning before go to work.. :) ..after breakfast,back home..

arrived at home, watch korean drama as always..nothing else yg syiok utk ditengok..paling pn chanel 707,unwrapped..tu pun psl makanan..heee~~~..so wait till 12pm,then fetch myron at tadika..gossshhhh..it was hot,i mean,the sun.. :P ..then home again,n wait till 2pm something for daddy to come back home and pass to gtace the fees she need to pay for her studies at UNIMAS..ohya..she's been accepted to Universiti Malaysia Sarawak,which is located at Semarahan..so dis week,im gonna be busy being her driver n she's gonna be busy settling her stuff..no worries sister,i'll be here to help u while i can..hehe..around 2pm something,head to bank islam, karamusing,bayar itu ini n buka akaun..then jalan2 around there..4pm++ head back home..nda smpai 5min,daddy call ask me to fetch mummy..then at 5pm,head out again to fetch mummy at damai..boring,so i brought myron since he's lonely at home wit my kakak..jalan jalan n jalan..fetch mummy,back home again..aaahhh..relieve to be back home again.. :P

n dat is how my day ended yesterday..lain lg crita ini hari..aduh..woke up around 7am,urus myron to go to tadika,n did my laundry..wo tired liao~~~padahal,br itu..hehe..around 1pm,head to clinic luyang lg for grace's doctor appointment..take the number,n wait for almost 2hours..im like,yawning non-stop..not really sleepy,i guess still gt the effect frm my flu medicine dat im still consuming..well back to topic..after settle,called my aunty luyang..she called me last night asking if i can bring her out today,itupun if we finish early..n we did finish on time,around 3pm..so out wit her..pity my aunty,she's alone at home..till now,i still remembered wat she said, "aunty masi ingat kmu budak2 girl,yg tidak tau driving..lupa pla aunty kmu ada lesen suda.kalau nda,dr dulu lg aunty bw jalan2..selalu aunty saturang d rumah keboringan.."awwww...aunty ni,lain kali call ja k,if im free,jalan kitaaa~~~hehe..well,she only have 3children,2boys n 1girl..both boys suda kerja,n the girl,kak ochee sana UNISEL,Selangor..so brought her to Suria Sabah,n there she goes shopping..haha..she's going to kl tomorrow,n yet she shop here dulu..padahal suda my aunty pok2 shopping d sogo..haha..then aroung 5pm++,send her back home at luyang,then direct go fetch my mum who's already waiting for us..sorry mummy,traffic jem..then c grace buat hal lagii..aduh ni adik..head to CP,to take some passport pic for her temporary passport we gonna make tomorrow..while waiting,had drinks at kadai mamak..talked a lot wit mummy..heeeee..done wit pics,head back home..pity myron,cz he was waiting for us..sorry..lupa lagi kakak beli ribena utk u myron..tagih esok k.. :P

n wow!!!..i wrote a lot..adaka orang mau baca ni?LOL.. :P ..nda pa larr if teda org baca.. :P ..

p.s

no pics..n the blog end up look really boring..sorry peeps~~
will try to update my blog as much as i can.. :)

have a nice day evryone!!god bless :)