happy new year evryone!!

its been a looonnnnggg time since i last blog about my life..wonder if i can write for long at the moment..hehe


oh well,have been really busy taking a new step in my life..busy taking flight back and forth evry month..tiredddd~~~

till we meet again..daaa~~

just an explanation

is it really hard to give just one explanation to all this mess u'd caused???
 u can do anything u want,but atleast explain the reason behind all of these..

i know,not evrything need a reason..but somehow,there's must be something  happening right now that make things harder for both of us to even trying to solve it together..in the end,we hurt ourselves without even knowing why we hurt ourselves in the first place..

i never even once let u down,but y are u doing dis to me???
u know how hurt it is,and yet u still did it..
u said u're not playing with a girl's heart,and yet u did it..
ur words didnt really go well with ur actions,n do u even realize it???
if u know u gonna hurt me in the end,then y must u make urself fall for us in the 1st place?
y must u make me put my hopes so high,and then u just crush it like it was never there before?
y must we hurt ourselves when all we can do is not to be in this situation in the 1st place?

damn lahh..like freaking b*R$%#@t!!!

why oh why

feeling a bit down lately..but thanx to my beloved ohana and my friends,i made through those down days.. :)

been posting a few MV that i found in youtube..somehow, the songs help me to let my words out in a much more better way..

received good news last week and im so grateful for the news, and i hope i'll be fine with it.. :)

i;ve been cheated,yes..once again,i go through the same damn thing..it makes me think,should i jz give up on it??cz holding on for too long is very tiring,but somehow it gives me hope to hope more..

but i think i should give up..what says u?

im okay..i'll survive.. :')

im okay baby,i'll be fine without u :')

i care..

for once..

for once,this song meant a lot to me..but not anymore :(